GreatBritishRob
22-12-2006, 09:29 AM
Im away from here. Not a flounce or some other Prima Donna ****e as some people well no doubt think. I just dont feel up to much right now. I keep trying to get into xmas and the likes cause its my fave time of year but nothing seems the same anymore, including this forum.
Its probably just me, infact i have no doubt about that but i aint crackin on as i expected. Councilling and seeing shrinks aint helping, things just aint right (how boring some of you must think, here goes whinging rob again :rolleyes: ). Plain fact is i should be sat here holding my 2 little boys and really looking forward to their first xmas. Im not and yep, maybe im just weak but i aint coping with any of it.
I've been finding more of a gap between what i do and what here is to. Im not a biker as whats expected. I am seriously just a motorcycle enthusiast who likes his dirt bikes and the likes (not real bikes i know :rolleyes: ). Im also to much of an outdoors type person and apart from people enjoying the odd photo i take its not summat i can chat about here.
I guess what im trying to say is im gonna sink meself into the things i have a passion for. I dont expect people to show any interest in what i do, thats fine and fully understandable, i just need to get into them deeper for myself though. Does that make any sense?
****, its not just this forum. I aint going out up the pub anymore, dont see old mates anymore etc etc etc so dont think this is just about here, its all aspects of my life that have changed.
Anyway, have a good xmas people, have a happy new year and seeya about.
Cheers for everything and the support over this last few months aswell.
TTFN.
Its probably just me, infact i have no doubt about that but i aint crackin on as i expected. Councilling and seeing shrinks aint helping, things just aint right (how boring some of you must think, here goes whinging rob again :rolleyes: ). Plain fact is i should be sat here holding my 2 little boys and really looking forward to their first xmas. Im not and yep, maybe im just weak but i aint coping with any of it.
I've been finding more of a gap between what i do and what here is to. Im not a biker as whats expected. I am seriously just a motorcycle enthusiast who likes his dirt bikes and the likes (not real bikes i know :rolleyes: ). Im also to much of an outdoors type person and apart from people enjoying the odd photo i take its not summat i can chat about here.
I guess what im trying to say is im gonna sink meself into the things i have a passion for. I dont expect people to show any interest in what i do, thats fine and fully understandable, i just need to get into them deeper for myself though. Does that make any sense?
****, its not just this forum. I aint going out up the pub anymore, dont see old mates anymore etc etc etc so dont think this is just about here, its all aspects of my life that have changed.
Anyway, have a good xmas people, have a happy new year and seeya about.
Cheers for everything and the support over this last few months aswell.
TTFN.